Monday, February 27, 2012

Soeur Larsen: Part XVLII


Hello Family!!
 
This was the best week of my LIFE! Probably. Just like all the others I have spent out here. So many miracle moments.
So here we go, in the order I wrote them down so as not to forget them.
I taught a nun yesterday!!! I can't express my excitement. I LOVE nuns. I feel some kind of wierd connection to them... and I've always wanted to teach one. The best thing about it was that it was a surprise, one of our less-active members told us like a month ago about a friend she wanted us to teach and we haven't been able to get a rendezvous with her and then we showed up yesterday at the member's house for lunch and there were four places set and we were like, Helene, who's the other place for? And she just grinned and started sort of bouncing. She said she'd had the hardest time not telling us all morning at church! So her friend showed up and we had an awesome conversation. She's amazing, not only is she a nun but she's also a doctor and works specifically with kids with learning or social disabilities and works with the parents and teachers so that all facets of their life are in harmony and help them grow and learn right. She was telling us about this and I was like, uh, I want that job! So she's now my hero. And she told us about her whole decision making process that led to her being a nun and it was just amazing. She's just such a wonderful person who has done everything possible with the light that she has. The lesson went awesome, she's studied the whole Bible and said she'd noticed the pattern of apostasy in the old testament. We taught about the Book of Mormon and read from it and shared our experiences and she said we'd given her a lot to think about. She's going on some retreat this week to meditate and she said she'll think and pray about all we said. Converting a nun would just make my life complete.
Next, Clement got a calling! I think it's probably creepy how much I grinned at him yesterday when he was sitting at the sacrament table and got his certificates for his baptism and for the priesthood and a calling all at once. Be still my soul! So good.
Actually all of church yesterday was just really awesome. The lessons were all super good, the talks were all super good, all our amis were at church, it just doesn't get any better than that. Side note, way back in November when we were first visiting all the members, we'd visited a family and the mother of the family said missionary work just wasn't her thing and gave various reasons for it. We didn't really know how to react and I had kind of erased the visit from my memory. Then yesterday, during relief society, this sister shared how during that visit we had suggested that maybe she could try to just reach out to her neighbors. I think the Spirit said that, because I don't remember it. She then told about a series of wonderful experiences she had had in reaction to that invitation, and neighbors she had met and come to love in the months since then. It was one of those wonderful moments when I realized once again that as a missionary the Lord makes up for our weaknesses and speaks to the hearts of the people we serve, as long as we're there and trying to do our best.
Also, church was wonderful because Kevin and Alex and Kyllian came! You guys are probably wondering about these people, since I've mentioned them throughout the last 5 months. Yes, we've been teaching them since I got to Blois. It's been a really long time. Saturday we had decided to talk to them and have kind of a make or break discussion, because they have been progressing ever so slowly. We talked to them about how our entire purpose is to help people to get baptized and become disciples of Christ. Kevin opened up and bore his testimony about the Book of Mormon, saying that over the last 5 months, the only thing that has been consistently good about his life is the Book of Mormon. He said, when I read it, I feel okay. It doesn't fix my life, but it helps me know that everything will be alright. Then he said, you might have another baptism before you leave Blois! We talked about how it was a big decision and how it needed to be a commitment and they needed to start coming to church. Sure enough, there they were all three Sunday morning, all dressed up. Kyllian just melted my little heart when he came over and showed me his little Cars backpack with his own Book of Mormon inside.
We had so many good experiences with the Book of Mormon this week! MIRACLES, I tell you! Miracles!
So, the best one was Carlos. I mentioned him about a month ago. He used to be a really strong member, a member of the bishopric, everything. But he has a difficult family situation and so for the last couple years he's had a really hard time and been mostly inactive. When we met him for the first time, he spent about an hour waving the Bible in our faces and telling us why the Church wasn't true. We snuck in a verse from the Book of Mormon and then left. We had felt strongly since then that what he needed was to be reminded about the Book of Mormon and the importance of reading it every day to keep our testimonies strong. This week we got to go teach him, along with a couple from the ward, and we walked into the apartment and the whole atmosphere had changed. We started the lesson and I noticed that his triple combination was out, along with his Bible. We asked him if he'd been reading it and he started to cry. He shared with us how he'd started reading it from the beginning, rebuilding his testimony. He bore such a sweet testimony. I am telling you, the man we saw that day was a completely different man than the one we first met. The Book of Mormon has a power I feel like I'm just beginning to understand.
It has also been working miracles with Nadiha. She's the sweetest, spunkiest little woman but I honestly usually only understand about half of what she says. (What makes me feel better is that the members seem to have the same problem) But she really really wants to be baptized, so we do our best. This last week we made the Book of Mormon our big focus, reading it with her in every lesson and calling her to read together over the phone on days we don't see her. Her understanding of the gospel, as well as our ability to understand her, have just soared. I loved one night when we had prayed to all be able to understand each other, when we read a verse and she goes, this is probably really silly but that verse reminds me of the story of the three little pigs! She then explained how building our lives the way the prophets ask us to is like building the house out of bricks, so that when the wolf (Satan) comes and tries to blow it down, he can't even make a dent. She got so excited and I just looked up and went "Thank you!" I love the way the Lord works with people.
We've had so many tender mercies this week. We've just been working our little tails off and every night I come home and collapse into a big red chair and my whole body starts to buzz. Sometimes I feel like angels are pushing me forward. One night I had a really special experience, I dreamed that I was at the judgement, and I was asked if I had proclaimed the gospel. Before I even had time to answer, I heard someone say, "She taught me the gospel." I turned around and it was David, a boy I taught in Brussels. Then someone else said the same thing. One by one people stepped forward, people I've taught, people I just contacted, members, even friends and people I know from home. I can't even explain the happiness and the hope I felt, the faith that everyone I talk to will one day know that the gospel is true, and even if they don't accept it, they will know that I tried to share it, as feeble as my efforts may have been. I'm grateful that the Lord knows how to speak to his children, how to comfort them, how to help them have an eternal perspective.
I realized yesterday during the sunday school lesson on prayer that my relationship with my Heavenly Father is the most wonderful gift that has come out of my missionary experience. Learning to talk to him, to ask him questions, to join with him in wanting to bless others and see the good in them, just learning to know him, is the richest part of this mortal experience.
Well, I don't have time to share the story that will make the subject line (which was questionable chicken nuggets) of this email make sense... haha. Let me just say that on friday we ate at this shifty little diner and I ate the most questionable chicken nuggets I could ever have imagined up. But the guy who owned the place made the visit worth it, he was super funny and when he found out we were American just couldn't contain his excitement. He went, "You know, this is the first time I've had American girls in my place!" I was like, "Ta da!"
This has just been a wonderful week, beautiful weather, beautiful people, beautiful experiences, lots of lovely time wandering around the ville that I adore. I think my favorite was Thursday night, we just walked along the Loire river and watched the sun set and listened to the birds (there are birds here that only sing after dark, nutty birds) and contacted people. Life is a beautiful thing.
Well I love you all! Sorry for the really long email! You only have to endure a couple more :) haha
Have a good week!
 
Soeur Larsen
 

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